Arrgh... To you-know-who,
I NEVER ILL TREATED MY HAMSTERS!!!
I cant believe you actually listened to my moron of a brother and BELIVED what he said!!
I donno what the hell that describes of wat you can think...
Anywayz, I MEAN it when I say I wont talk to people...
7 Days.
When I confronted my brother, he said this. Hear ah...
Nicholas : "Wah lau, you can actually believe what she said ah!"
Me : "Of coz lah! She has no basis for suddenly saying that right?"
Nicholas : "Ok lor, believe believe lor! I never said anything wad..."
Me : (eminating rage and fury) "I let you play computer when I am not around, and you come and backstab-gossip about me???!!!"
- proceeded to change the central passwords and command keys
- and make this blog entry...
I can't believe ANYBODY on earth will believe what my brother says... bloody irritating bastard!! (not to mention, fat. and ugly.)
He is a thorn in my flash! A stone in my shoe!!
Talking about MISTREATING HAMSTERS.
I WAS THE ONE WHO KEPT SCOLDING HIM WHEN HE SQUEEZED THE HAMSTER SO TIGHTLY THAT THEY SCREAM
I WAS THE ONE WHO KEPT SCOLDING HIM WHEN HE TOSSES THE HAMSTERS IN THE AIR
I WAS THE ONE WHO KEPT SCOLDING HIM WHEN HE MADE THE HAMSTERS FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER
AND THAT IMBECILE CAN ACTUALLY COME AND SAY THAT I AM ILL-TREATING MY HAMSTERS??
bloody hell... If he weren't so darn fat and gargantuan, I would have severely decapitated him by now...
darn it....
Freaking pissed.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Julian Hee!!
ahh... he's so cute rite!!! Lol.. I love this pic! =D
Julian Hee IS CUTE!!! Wahaha... If there is ANY mediacorp actor I've ever been crazy about, its Julian!
This screenshot was taken some very long time ago.. forgot when liaw.. but found it on another person's website.. wahaha... he looks as cute as ever...
wee! haha.. =) He's really cute rite!! ok.. i'm going quite crazy over him.... JULIAN JULIAN!!! wahaha... started watching this show on channel 8 called "The Rainbow Connection" all because he was starring in that show... =P
But its a wonder why they would name the show The Rainbow Connection... are they clueless that The Rainbow Connection was one of the GLBT slogans in the past?
Wahaha... I bet they'll freak out if they know....
Julian Hee is not gay, sorry to all the AJs out there..... lol... I wish he was though...
He is so much better looking then all the other guys....
JULIAN HEE ROCKS!!! =D
*wink*
Monday, November 07, 2005
The Debate
As I promised, this entry is dedicated to a nice friend of mine who won me in a friendly debate on Homosexuality and Christianity.
So, what is his stand?
- Homosexuality is wrong (basic premise)
So, what is my stand?
- Homosexuality cannot be stated as wrong, but nothing on being right (basic premise)
He suited all my criterias that I laid out to have a fair argument with me on homosexuality
1) He WAS an AJ before
2) He IS ready for an intellectual debate
3) He IS ready for a theological debate
4) He IS (or was, for that matter) polite
k. That being the ground sheet, I willingly entered the debate.
His 2nd premise : Relational Love (Eros) leads to Sex
"When 2 people love each other so deep, it will inevitably lead to sex"
~ This thus being applicable to AJs as well
My Counter : What is wrong with that?
His reasoning (or what is written in the bible) : It would defeat the purpose of God's command to "Go Forth and Multiply" - AJs relational sex does not do such, and thus, AJs break one of the earliest rules that God set for mankind.
My Reasoning : There are certain laws in the bible that is almost utterly inapplicable to the present. (i.e. slavery was reasonaby acceptable, we would not be able to wear clothing made of 2 different materiels etc.)
Thus, the laws in the bible, was supposed to be effective for that particular time only. - namely, the old testament
What is more important is the Law that Jesus made that summed up the law and the prophets : "Thou shalt love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your mind." the second is this " Love your neighbour as yourself"
~ there was no mention of anti-homosexual sentiments in the law that summarises the entire law of the prophets, thus, it is inapplicable.
His 3rd Premise : We break the law of "Go Forth and Mulitply"
~ We have to do that
My coutner : Imagine if you tell that as a Law in China. I think the government would most likely execute you for trying to wreck havoc in the country with an overbearing population already
His 4th premise : The Bible states that when God created Adam and Eve, He created Eve to fill the loneliness that Adam had. The loneliness for companionship. Thus, no matter what, there is always an emptiness when Eve isnt involved in Adam's life
My counter : So, is an AJ in a relationship feeling lonely?
His reply : Nope, of course they wont feel that way.
His counter : "Remember something the devil is the cheater to our feelings... he cheated the feelings of EVE to go eat the damn fruit la"
My reply : (I had no counter to it. because nobody has ever told me this before, after the hundreds of people I've counsulted) "..."
My counter : "So how do you change?"
His reply : "Pray and trust in God to be able to do it"
---- end of my reasonable self -------
I've asked God countless of times if it is correct or wrong.
Right? Wrong? - no answer.
(at this, i became erratic and started going quite crazy)
finally, I've used the final argument that always wins an argument on homosexuality vs christianity
- slavery was a permitted law in the Bible
- slavery is viewed as something that is against humanity and is thus, wrong
~ The people of today say that slavery is wrong
- homosexuality was somthing that went against the law in the Bible
- IF the society accepted homosexuality, it would be viewed as protecting humanity (human rights), and is thus ok.
~ The people of the future would have a changed attitude towards homosexuality
... I have never seen a counter for this argument...
yet. even though I might have won (or lost) the argument, according to me... it threw me into greater confusion...
(there was alot of things that went on)
... like i said, my reasoning was so empty........... i didnt gain anything.. i only threw myself into greated confusion...
its quite pointless..
Yoz dude, this is what went on yesterday, in debate format.
Hope you'll be able to look through it and tell me in a way that could state a wrong-ness in Homosexuality more clearly
=/
my very lost uncle is engaging in a debate with my father behind me on why he doenst belive that Christianity is the right way...
its sad that he has such a warped view on christianity...
poor guy...
he has no idea what he is in for...
For all has sinned, and fallen short of the Glory of God. - no one comes to the Father but through the Son.
One argument that he stated irritated me alot
- Jesus was God, and thus, it doesnt matter the amount of burden he could carry, as it was nothing to him. the pain, the torture. if He was God, wouldnt it be easy for him?
... that is so sad....
Jesus was born as a MORTAL - repeat - MORTAL
Characteristics of MORTAL, jus look at you and me.
He felt anger, he felt love, he felt compassion, he felt disgust.. he felt pain too!
He was so scared over what was going to happen to him, that he sweat drops of blood! (This condition is a known condition when a person goes through extreme anxiety and trauma)
He wept!
So tell me how could He not feel pain?...
HOW COULD HE NOT FEEL PAIN?
... sigh.. apparantly he did not do his research before engaging into verbal combat...
i'm wondering why my father isnt saying anything.... =(
So, what is his stand?
- Homosexuality is wrong (basic premise)
So, what is my stand?
- Homosexuality cannot be stated as wrong, but nothing on being right (basic premise)
He suited all my criterias that I laid out to have a fair argument with me on homosexuality
1) He WAS an AJ before
2) He IS ready for an intellectual debate
3) He IS ready for a theological debate
4) He IS (or was, for that matter) polite
k. That being the ground sheet, I willingly entered the debate.
His 2nd premise : Relational Love (Eros) leads to Sex
"When 2 people love each other so deep, it will inevitably lead to sex"
~ This thus being applicable to AJs as well
My Counter : What is wrong with that?
His reasoning (or what is written in the bible) : It would defeat the purpose of God's command to "Go Forth and Multiply" - AJs relational sex does not do such, and thus, AJs break one of the earliest rules that God set for mankind.
My Reasoning : There are certain laws in the bible that is almost utterly inapplicable to the present. (i.e. slavery was reasonaby acceptable, we would not be able to wear clothing made of 2 different materiels etc.)
Thus, the laws in the bible, was supposed to be effective for that particular time only. - namely, the old testament
What is more important is the Law that Jesus made that summed up the law and the prophets : "Thou shalt love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your mind." the second is this " Love your neighbour as yourself"
~ there was no mention of anti-homosexual sentiments in the law that summarises the entire law of the prophets, thus, it is inapplicable.
His 3rd Premise : We break the law of "Go Forth and Mulitply"
~ We have to do that
My coutner : Imagine if you tell that as a Law in China. I think the government would most likely execute you for trying to wreck havoc in the country with an overbearing population already
His 4th premise : The Bible states that when God created Adam and Eve, He created Eve to fill the loneliness that Adam had. The loneliness for companionship. Thus, no matter what, there is always an emptiness when Eve isnt involved in Adam's life
My counter : So, is an AJ in a relationship feeling lonely?
His reply : Nope, of course they wont feel that way.
His counter : "Remember something the devil is the cheater to our feelings... he cheated the feelings of EVE to go eat the damn fruit la"
My reply : (I had no counter to it. because nobody has ever told me this before, after the hundreds of people I've counsulted) "..."
My counter : "So how do you change?"
His reply : "Pray and trust in God to be able to do it"
---- end of my reasonable self -------
I've asked God countless of times if it is correct or wrong.
Right? Wrong? - no answer.
(at this, i became erratic and started going quite crazy)
finally, I've used the final argument that always wins an argument on homosexuality vs christianity
- slavery was a permitted law in the Bible
- slavery is viewed as something that is against humanity and is thus, wrong
~ The people of today say that slavery is wrong
- homosexuality was somthing that went against the law in the Bible
- IF the society accepted homosexuality, it would be viewed as protecting humanity (human rights), and is thus ok.
~ The people of the future would have a changed attitude towards homosexuality
... I have never seen a counter for this argument...
yet. even though I might have won (or lost) the argument, according to me... it threw me into greater confusion...
(there was alot of things that went on)
... like i said, my reasoning was so empty........... i didnt gain anything.. i only threw myself into greated confusion...
its quite pointless..
Yoz dude, this is what went on yesterday, in debate format.
Hope you'll be able to look through it and tell me in a way that could state a wrong-ness in Homosexuality more clearly
=/
my very lost uncle is engaging in a debate with my father behind me on why he doenst belive that Christianity is the right way...
its sad that he has such a warped view on christianity...
poor guy...
he has no idea what he is in for...
For all has sinned, and fallen short of the Glory of God. - no one comes to the Father but through the Son.
One argument that he stated irritated me alot
- Jesus was God, and thus, it doesnt matter the amount of burden he could carry, as it was nothing to him. the pain, the torture. if He was God, wouldnt it be easy for him?
... that is so sad....
Jesus was born as a MORTAL - repeat - MORTAL
Characteristics of MORTAL, jus look at you and me.
He felt anger, he felt love, he felt compassion, he felt disgust.. he felt pain too!
He was so scared over what was going to happen to him, that he sweat drops of blood! (This condition is a known condition when a person goes through extreme anxiety and trauma)
He wept!
So tell me how could He not feel pain?...
HOW COULD HE NOT FEEL PAIN?
... sigh.. apparantly he did not do his research before engaging into verbal combat...
i'm wondering why my father isnt saying anything.... =(
Sunday, November 06, 2005
I'm really bored!! * screams *
I cant live with so much stuff to do and yet being unable to help out in anyway...
I can't edit some of the important Attitude Magazine designs because I dont have a workable version of Photoshop CS Pro...
I can't imagine how on earth to train for the debates tournament coming up in a fortnight...
I can't keep playing Maplestory... I'll possible die of authism...
sigh...
anywayz... forget about my previous entry.. I wrote it when my conscious self wasn't paying attention to my subconscious self and thus cause such a wierd entry suddenly...
been letting my alter-ego take over me too much...
but seriously... i think everybody has an alter-ego that hammers them every now and then... some are stronger, some are weaker...
arrgh.. now i dont even feel like blogging.. this is bad....
i'm going to lie on my new bed and read a book......... its about time..
I cant live with so much stuff to do and yet being unable to help out in anyway...
I can't edit some of the important Attitude Magazine designs because I dont have a workable version of Photoshop CS Pro...
I can't imagine how on earth to train for the debates tournament coming up in a fortnight...
I can't keep playing Maplestory... I'll possible die of authism...
sigh...
anywayz... forget about my previous entry.. I wrote it when my conscious self wasn't paying attention to my subconscious self and thus cause such a wierd entry suddenly...
been letting my alter-ego take over me too much...
but seriously... i think everybody has an alter-ego that hammers them every now and then... some are stronger, some are weaker...
arrgh.. now i dont even feel like blogging.. this is bad....
i'm going to lie on my new bed and read a book......... its about time..
society's stand on homosexuality
if there is anything... ANYTHING in common amongst us 3 brothers, it is playing computer games.... there is hardly anything else that can spark a decent conversation amongst us nowadays...
even so, the conversation will be riddled with sarcarsm and distasteful humour...
k. To all those that read my blog out there...
my personal stand on my sexuality is that I am currently in a very difficult situation. To choose between what I feel is right, and what is supposed to be right.
I am one hell of a confused individual. so if you peepz can jus stop judging me and accept me for who I am, I would be a much happier person.
why? you may ask...
i was questioned on MSN recently (not too long ago) on why I chose a different path, straying from the norm of life.
"its disgusting"
"thats wrong!"
"what the hell, faggots"
"all them faries"
"girly boys"
on my stand, AJs, or more preferably Gays who have made their stand on their sexuality, are actually far from what most people thing they are.
of coz, there are a wide variety of characteristics we display. very similar to the straight community as well.
1) I know of MANY AJs who can bash through the skull of a straight guy without batting an eyelid, and yet maintain feminine poise
2) I know of MANY AJs who are being taunted and shun in school, because they blogged that they had a secret crush on a guy in class
3) I know of MANY AJs who look, act and seem straighter then many straight guys that I know
4) I know of MANY AJs who have became high-flyers, succesful in their businesses and social life
5) I know of MANY AJs who are in a confused state... wondering why on earth God would censor a mutual love between 2 guys...
..... for the last one, I can vouch with physical proof, that the christians in Singapore are still not able to accept one of their brethen being gay...
its a painful fact... not for the churches, as sometimes, i feel that they do not half-understand anything going on in the minds of an AJ....
its a painful fact for the guys who loved another guy so deeply and strongly... yet.... because of some people who persercute and attack them... they let go of this... love that they held so strong..
sigh... enough of my rantings...
if you can see well enough, I am a pro GLBT activist, and I strongly believe that society will come to realize one day that we are not just surface people....
one thing. If you think you're going to convince me that being gay is wrong. you'll have to do a couple of things
1) You have to be a professional psychologist
2) You have to be prepared to be blasted with scientific fact, information and social politics
3) You have to be prepared to enter a religious debate if you are going to bring God into question
4) You have to be polite or I'll simply walk away and ignore you for the rest of your freaking short-sighted life
5) You have to know me quite well
I have done enough preparation to counter almost any argument people could throw against me... but to debate and argue is not what I want..
there is a hollow truth in all these.........
even so, the conversation will be riddled with sarcarsm and distasteful humour...
k. To all those that read my blog out there...
my personal stand on my sexuality is that I am currently in a very difficult situation. To choose between what I feel is right, and what is supposed to be right.
I am one hell of a confused individual. so if you peepz can jus stop judging me and accept me for who I am, I would be a much happier person.
why? you may ask...
i was questioned on MSN recently (not too long ago) on why I chose a different path, straying from the norm of life.
"its disgusting"
"thats wrong!"
"what the hell, faggots"
"all them faries"
"girly boys"
on my stand, AJs, or more preferably Gays who have made their stand on their sexuality, are actually far from what most people thing they are.
of coz, there are a wide variety of characteristics we display. very similar to the straight community as well.
1) I know of MANY AJs who can bash through the skull of a straight guy without batting an eyelid, and yet maintain feminine poise
2) I know of MANY AJs who are being taunted and shun in school, because they blogged that they had a secret crush on a guy in class
3) I know of MANY AJs who look, act and seem straighter then many straight guys that I know
4) I know of MANY AJs who have became high-flyers, succesful in their businesses and social life
5) I know of MANY AJs who are in a confused state... wondering why on earth God would censor a mutual love between 2 guys...
..... for the last one, I can vouch with physical proof, that the christians in Singapore are still not able to accept one of their brethen being gay...
its a painful fact... not for the churches, as sometimes, i feel that they do not half-understand anything going on in the minds of an AJ....
its a painful fact for the guys who loved another guy so deeply and strongly... yet.... because of some people who persercute and attack them... they let go of this... love that they held so strong..
sigh... enough of my rantings...
if you can see well enough, I am a pro GLBT activist, and I strongly believe that society will come to realize one day that we are not just surface people....
one thing. If you think you're going to convince me that being gay is wrong. you'll have to do a couple of things
1) You have to be a professional psychologist
2) You have to be prepared to be blasted with scientific fact, information and social politics
3) You have to be prepared to enter a religious debate if you are going to bring God into question
4) You have to be polite or I'll simply walk away and ignore you for the rest of your freaking short-sighted life
5) You have to know me quite well
I have done enough preparation to counter almost any argument people could throw against me... but to debate and argue is not what I want..
there is a hollow truth in all these.........
Friday, November 04, 2005
end of week 1.
week 1 has passed.
week 2 is coming.
eeepz... wonder if i should feel frightened or not.... workload is going to get heavy
* Andrew wacks a blue snail *
hmm.... just came back from a nice cell group meeting. everybody was nice. the people were nice, the guys were nice, the gals were nice. the muffins and cake were nice too
* stares blankly at a charging pig *
* casts magic claw *
* pig makes funny squealing sound before disappearing *
... ok... enough of maple story... I'm getting quite sick of it...
anywayz...
I'm starting to wonder if the United Nation's Convention for Human Rights Charter was actually drawn up for nothing....
I look into Google News today, and realized that there are so many people who are being persecuted, prosecuted and executed for being speakers of the truth (albeit in a more passionate point of view)...
what is the world coming too?
even Singapore is classified as one of the country with one of the least freedom of speech in the world (article by Today : Yesterday)
... WE ARE NEXT TO IRAQ IN RANK OF FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!
Iraq... IRAQ!! Are Singaporeans proud to be ranked beside one of the most chaotic, violent, semi-arnarchic country in the world?
...
shucks... better keep my mouth shut before I get shot by terrorists -_-
* vents his frustration on a green bouncing slime *
attitude newsletter is hitting on real hard on everyone... the editor, designer, writers... The deadline is rushing up in front of us and every one is still so disorganized...
I kinda pity Grace that she must take all the heat from the very disorganized, lasseize faire design team. *Andrew raises up his right hand*
Only Grace and Jasmine have been working hard consistantly throughout from concept to construct.
=X To make it up, I think I'll try to edit and design the rest of the required pages over the weekend...
school's major stress haven't started yet, so I'm trying to prepare for it by piling even MORE stress on myself; such that I wont feel so stress when stress comes.
stress.
I shall blog about more exciting stuff tmr. stuff about bhp people and boring lessons... wahaha
dont kill me Ms Kwa, I know you are reading this. Its nothing to do with you =P
oh yah, I've updated my blog links, and added quite a number of my friends to the links, do check out their blogs! =)
week 2 is coming.
eeepz... wonder if i should feel frightened or not.... workload is going to get heavy
* Andrew wacks a blue snail *
hmm.... just came back from a nice cell group meeting. everybody was nice. the people were nice, the guys were nice, the gals were nice. the muffins and cake were nice too
* stares blankly at a charging pig *
* casts magic claw *
* pig makes funny squealing sound before disappearing *
... ok... enough of maple story... I'm getting quite sick of it...
anywayz...
I'm starting to wonder if the United Nation's Convention for Human Rights Charter was actually drawn up for nothing....
I look into Google News today, and realized that there are so many people who are being persecuted, prosecuted and executed for being speakers of the truth (albeit in a more passionate point of view)...
what is the world coming too?
even Singapore is classified as one of the country with one of the least freedom of speech in the world (article by Today : Yesterday)
... WE ARE NEXT TO IRAQ IN RANK OF FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!
Iraq... IRAQ!! Are Singaporeans proud to be ranked beside one of the most chaotic, violent, semi-arnarchic country in the world?
...
shucks... better keep my mouth shut before I get shot by terrorists -_-
* vents his frustration on a green bouncing slime *
attitude newsletter is hitting on real hard on everyone... the editor, designer, writers... The deadline is rushing up in front of us and every one is still so disorganized...
I kinda pity Grace that she must take all the heat from the very disorganized, lasseize faire design team. *Andrew raises up his right hand*
Only Grace and Jasmine have been working hard consistantly throughout from concept to construct.
=X To make it up, I think I'll try to edit and design the rest of the required pages over the weekend...
school's major stress haven't started yet, so I'm trying to prepare for it by piling even MORE stress on myself; such that I wont feel so stress when stress comes.
stress.
I shall blog about more exciting stuff tmr. stuff about bhp people and boring lessons... wahaha
dont kill me Ms Kwa, I know you are reading this. Its nothing to do with you =P
oh yah, I've updated my blog links, and added quite a number of my friends to the links, do check out their blogs! =)
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